I'm not going to japan....
I'm shaking with sadness and anger and many many emotions it's almost hard to write right now.
What happened THE FUCKING DAY BEFORE?!?!
My mom got into a car accident. I huge one. She's fine, but her car isn't. Do you know who has money he's been saving FOR 6 MONTHS?!?!?
Yes. She need all of the money I've been saving. She need a car for work and she is very stubbon that she needs it now. Even though shell have MY VEHICLE FOR TWO FUCKING WEEKS WHOLE IM OUT OF THE GOD DAMN COUNTRY.
So the trip I've been preparing for, packed for, learned tons of parapara last minute for, tried to learn as much Japanese as he could for... All that effort is gone. THE FUCKING DAY BEFORE!!!
She is sad and I'm glad that she's alright. She feels bad that she gas to take my money and even try to refund my plane ticket, but I don't care at the moment because this is FUCKUBG BULLSHIT. of course I'm not going to japan. It's too amazingly awesome with awesome friends...
I'm not going to japan.. I'm sorry guys. I'm soo sorry.